All By Myself to End

I never should have said it says younger sis of braindead holly... Mer tells her to tell her, tell her what you would want her to say if roles were reversed. she sobs and says shes so sorry, she loves her.... Mer channels John Edwards and tells her she loves her too... Then she goes all typical greys and repeats she loves you about ten times... parents hug verbal abuser girl...

Mer and Der at board (for the 1st time in 50 mins)and probably only b/c shes mad at Xtina... GA score that plays in all their romantic moments since S1 starts....
He gives her advice and she actually appears to be listening. he thinks he should talk to her. apparently they are in a fight b/c yangie didnt pick mer.

Der: They don't tell you when you become a Dr its gonna be like this. They dont tell u any of that.. You lose more patients than you save.. 16 ( hollys age).. and something something death


Lexie is encouraging twitter freak to try to talk.... just try... husband not in room.. she says hi... excitement and laughter...Husband walks by and catches....hi, he is so excited... they laugh cry with joy....

Assburger accuses chief of emotional torture... wants to know if that was intent.... he says yes... she says have board make me better offer

Mer confronts Yang. Says she knows she didnt pick her b/c she didnt stand up for her with intern secret surgery... She says you told me to pick best candidate. Karev had most experience in that surgery.. was more prepared. thats why chose him.... mer is one making it personal not her..


then bursts... none of you said anything those our interns. I won this, me. If I dont deserve this solo none of us do...

George is not sure if more jealous of alex or worried about iz... thinks there is something wrong... hope george is one to save her tumor ridden brain..

mer tells Karev shell be pissed if he screws up after she didnt win. he better kick ass. Chief wants to know is he ready? he is

MCAcne ass corners Xtina in the furnace room... High school flashbacks and Marilyn Monroe over the grate images in my head... air comes a rushing... they are lovin it... about to kiss... kissing.. the furnace room is so their elevator....

Pretty Seattle at night..

Lexie shows up at Steamsters bach pad ( how the hell do they all know where each other lives)
she compliments him and walks past him sits on couch and starts saying teach me all sexy... then in true greys style repeats it five hundred times while she strips off sweater, then undershirt
red bra

Am I really so bad? she asks when he protests
No, he says, I am.. they start to make out.. it's kinda hot and i think I might be mopping the floor with my own panties if this continues....

Solo going on - crew in gallery- betting going on- flashback to first season as mer says "hey, that's one of us down there show some respect! (I will give my husbands McDreamy scrub top he wore once from ABC.com to whoever can tell me who said that 1st season and about who and what surgery was being performed...) I know I know! I bet Terri does too, if she ever ventures out of her safe space in the spec and disc thread at ABC.com to the big scary internet....(LOVE U TERRI)

Closing Mono:

We enter the world alone. And we leave it alone. And everything that happens in between ( Izzie scrubbing in for 1st time since 4 eva) we owe it to ourselves to find a little company. We need help. We need support. Otherwise we're in it by ourselves. ( Yang and McBadAcne making out in venty room) Strangers.(Slexie fucking HOT) Cut off from each other. And we forget just how connected we all are. ( organs being harvested from Holly)(Karev begins surgery with Izzie.) So instead we choose love. We choose life. And for a momentif only for a little while, we feel just a little bit less alone. ( Ten blade, says Karev. Izzie hands it to him... No Denny in sight... just one yellow ugly ass leg )

Next week: Change is in the air, Drs will be losing minds, breaking promises, and facing biggest challenge of career ( wow how original of a preview)

All in all, the epi was, as my Grandma would say, EHH